The Last Confession of Thomas Hawkins - [50]

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As we dressed I told Kitty about my visit to the Burden house that afternoon.

‘Ned is Burden’s son,’ she murmured, lacing her boot. She knew the streets of Southwark of old and wouldn’t waste a good shoe on all that filth. ‘There is a resemblance, now I think on it. His mouth. The shape of his jaw.’

‘I believe Ned is innocent, at least. More than anything, he wanted to be recognised as his father’s son. Burden cannot acknowledge him from the grave.’

‘Judith murdered him,’ Kitty said, gesturing for me to tie her corset. ‘I’m sure of it. She hated her father.’

And wished him dead – she had confessed that much herself. And yet… I frowned, pulling the strings of Kitty’s corset. If only I could tie up Burden’s murder so neatly. Kitty swept up her hair and began to pin up her curls. I leaned down and kissed the nape of her neck, breathing in her scent. Rose water and the soft trace of sweat. I was glad to have confided in her – it helped to talk through my ideas. ‘I favour Stephen for it. Judith is too…’ I struggled for the best word and landed upon Mrs Jenkins’ description. ‘Delicate.’

‘Delicate?’ Kitty stabbed another pin into her hair. ‘Honestly. Did she swoon at you, Tom? Did you grasp her trembling hand? Oh dear Miss Burden, don’t be afraid, I shall protect you, you poor delicate daisy. Puh. All that lisping and whimpering – I don’t believe a word of… ow, not so tight,’she gasped, loosening the corset a breath. ‘Leave room for pie. I’m half starvedfrom traipsing about town all day… No – can you not see it, Tom? Judith with the blade, taking revenge upon her father at last? All those years playing the dutiful, obedient daughter, locked away in her room like a nun. And not one of your French nuns, Tom, stop drifting.’

‘You do not like Judith.’

‘I do not like Judith,’ she agreed. ‘I should not mind so much if she murdered her father. What – why should I mind? He wanted you dead! But she was cruel to Alice, and sneaking with it. She was always so meek and mild in front of her father. But she treated Alice like a dog as soon as they were alone. Slapping and pinching her for the slightest mistake.’

I shook my head – but it was not so hard to believe. Judith was not the first mistress to take out her frustrations upon her servant. No wonder she was so furious about the marriage. Ned may have spent seven years as Burden’s apprentice, but Judith had served eighteen years’ hard labour as his daughter – and in the end had as little to show for it. And now Alice – the only member of the household over whom she had the slightest power – would rise to mistress of the household.

It should have been enough to convince me of Judith’s guilt – but still the same question remained unanswered in my mind. If it were the marriage that made her so angry, why did she not kill Alice?

I slung my sword low upon my hip, hoping I would not need to draw it tonight. The impossibility of the evening’s task pressed hard upon my aching shoulders. How the devil was I supposed to befriend the man I’d bludgeoned unconscious only a week before? Oh, I say – good evening, sir. Do you recall our meeting upon St James’s Park where I beat out your brains with your own pistol? How delightful to make your acquaintance again. Now, would you be obliging and reveal some scandalous details of your life that I might sell to the Queen of England?

Perhaps Kitty might coax something useful out of the brute. She knew how to tease out secrets, how to listen in the shadows. Men underestimated Kitty, and she played upon it. Women too, for that matter. Which made me wonder… ‘Kitty – how did you come by all this gossip about Judith and Alice?’

Kitty skimmed away, pulled out a gingham shawl. ‘Alice told me.’

‘Alice has run away. Judith threw her out.’

‘I know. She’s upstairs. I’ve hired her to replace Jenny.’ She drew the shawl over her shoulders. Caught my horrified expression. ‘We do need a maid, Tom. Unless you would like to scrub the floors and wash the dishes and darn your stockings and-’

‘-I do not question the need for a servant, Kitty. I just question the need to hire the one who crawled into our house last night covered in blood and waving a knife.’

‘Which I was able to use in negotiations. She’ll cost a shilling less than Jenny each month.’

‘That will be a great comfort when we are murdered in our bed.’

‘We must keep her hidden for now. Alice is afraid that Judith will accuse her now that you have been set free.’

‘She already has. There is still a chance Alice is guilty,’ I whispered, glancing anxiously at the ceiling.

‘No. It was Judith. I am decided, Tom.’

Sam was downstairs, dismantling the old, broken printing press that lay gathering dust at the back of the shop. He liked mechanical objects – he enjoyed pulling them apart and putting them back together. I’d known boys like him at school – boys who wanted to peel back the skin of the world and see how it all worked. There was no mystery that could not be solved by close and careful study, preferably beneath a microscope.

I told Sam to hire a couple of street boys to watch the Burdens’ house in case anyone tried to smuggle out a set of bloody clothes. Then I wrote a brief note to Gonson asking him to send one of his guards over tomorrow to help me search the house for evidence. My God he would hate that – but for all his faults, Gonson was a dutiful magistrate. He would do as he was bid – albeit through gritted teeth. ‘Deliver this to his home, Sam,’ I said, and gave him a couple of shillings. ‘And treat yourself to a good supper and a bowl of punch when you’re done.’